I am needing to make my post a little more often. I keep so many thoughts to myself and need an outlet. Because I keep so much to myself when I feel like letting it out, it is all over the place. So many differant thoughs, feelings. I become overwhelmed, then I collapse and decide to give up and again keep it to myself. I am sure once Jess finishes up this last class to graduate!! I will have a lot less stress and can focus on the things that inspire and my personal goals. For now that is it.